Saturday, August 28, 2010

So grey...

Hello everyone!

Gee... I didn't write for such a long time... I'm sorry, I just didn't have... um, you know... the thing called inspiration >_<

But firstly I wanted to say "thank you" to Bagyra and Aeshna for comments. So... THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR COMMENTS! ^^

Today I feel so grey... And it's not only because of the weather which is cloudy, rainy and... grey ; P Nope. I just... Hm... Lately I had many questions in my head - what I want to do, who I want to be in the future, where am I now... In short: I was wondering about my life. I'm still confused who I want to be (of course I want to be fluent in English, Japanese and Korean, but what's next? What about job?)...
I guess I have to focus on studying now - be very good student, so I can get a scholarship maybe aaand... we will see ^^'

Yup. Today I'm in very melancholic mood... I'm listening to calm/sad songs, watching pictures of fake but cute ulzzang people and thinking "Ahhh, why I don't have such face like they! They're soooo pretty! Ehehe... I want to change my face~!", reading romantic stories about my favorite Korean bands members and eating sweets... How pathetic is that? ; P

But look what I just saw outside my window!



How pretty, isn't it? : D

My sister with my dad went to the grandparents home for 2~3 days, so I can pretend that I have room only for me (because normally, I'm dealing room with younger sister... Uh). But soon, I will have my own room for real! My second grandparents are moving out to another flat, so my sis will move to their old room and I will stay in this one, which I love, because it's so bright and... hm... you know... so mine! Yay! ; D
Of course I'm thinking about refurbishment and rearranging... Dark floor, white walls, white shelves, big pine desk on the one side, high white wardrobe with mirror on the other side, navy blue Fatboy in the corner... What do you think? : )

Fatboy:



Ok. I think that's all for today. Don't be afraid to comment! ; D
じゃね!

Farewell song for you. I love it very much~!